Now, I am starting to realize how it feels to be alone (again). All of a sudden, I feel so empty. Everywhere I look, I always see a face that I don't recognize. I know this time will come for me. I know that a time will always come to someone like me, who spends every moment of every day like there is always another day. Right now, there is no another day. There is no one here that I'd like to see. A man of regrets. That's how I describe myself. Just because every thing falls for me does not mean every thing will not fall on me. Oh, it does now. And damn, I miss my friends. I miss my peeps. I miss the times when I used to crack a joke and then every body will laugh. Some times, they even laugh so hard that they tend to spank my face or hit my head. But it was fun, man! Always have felt that it could never be much more happier. This is tough but I just have to deal with this. Just as always, I can deal with this. I blame myself for not being so vocal. I blame myself for not saying that I love you. For thinking that they are always there. Well, this is me. Too late for a change......

  Always tell that somebody how you really feel because you will never know when that somebody will leave. Don't live a life filled with regrets. Its like living a life filled with misery......

There are times when things are just so hard to accept, especially when the end has come. I will save my tears, though. With me are Annie, Vivian, Edward and Len-len.